It's all a cycle a complicated cycle that u need to come out of, no one will help you and no one will care and no one will say that they'll stand by you for the rest of your life. That is not possible. Relationships, I might have absolutely no experience and yet will have enough experience that would last a life time reminder to not even get close to thinking about being in one.

So what does one do when they are sad about something and there’s no one they can talk to about why they’re sad. Actually sad is a funny word, expectations, hopes, relationships, love, hatred, life, happiness and all of it – I hate them, all of them. Everything is sad. And nothing is sad. There is nothing called sad and nothing called happy. It’s all black.