Thursday, May 08, 2008

IRRITATED...

From the past few days, i've been surfin thru naukri.com and timesjobs.com...its the most irritated i've ever felt in my life.
Time to remember all the mistakes i've made in life-
1. Quitting mid-day just coz I got BORED. - Its as Ridiculous as I can get
2. Taking up the responsibility to organise the Farewell for our seniors - Got misunderstood as terribly as anyone could get
3. Went to Chattisgarh, Came back to Bangalore - Both of these ruined my life, changed me, made me a different person. The real me is hiding, somewhere deep inside...and comes out very rarely when faced with rare circumstances and surrounded by people who really understand me.

Of all these mistakes I think this present mistake isn't a really big one - Joining Deccan Herald.
Anyway I had to do this to see how grave a mistake i've made.
Sensible people might laugh it of sayin "come off it, this isn't a mistake at all"
Honest people might add to this "Its all a part of life and this is a learning experience"

The TRUTH:
I HATE THIS JOB!!!

I just so hate this place and the work they make me do.
Shit i'm dying, i'm so irritated.
I've been through the best of positions, best of jobs, best of sallaries being offered-its all available and i'm sure i'll get those jobs if i apply- But i'm stuck @ DH.
Was speakin to Kevin the other day and he tells me Indian Express is offering more than what i'm getting paid here @DH.
Doing something i'm least interested in, sitting @ a place and working.
I hate this!!!
I hate this so much...

1 comment:

Pradeep Nair said...

1) Sheetal, be happy that you have got a job... There are so many dying to get one.

2) Take life a bit more slowly, Sheetal. Where are you hurry to? I know at time, one can be a bit restless, But look around for something be occupied with.

3) A sub-editor? Great? I will tell you how creative subbing copies and making pages can be...

4) Initially in any job it will be a boring, as you come to terms with new surrounding, new people, new systems. Just be patient. Learn the trade, see how things work in the office.

5) The place you now work, allows you to write as well. DH has many supplements. Make use of your energy and time to write articles.

Wish you all the very best, Sheetal.